but don’t for one second think you have won. I am simply being proactive instead of reactive for once in my life. I have zero idea of what you’re capable of anymore, but we both know my safety isn’t a care of yours.
I wish so deeply that I could write freely. So much is going on, I wish I could journal my way through some of it. Maybe I should write as I would, but save the posts for a better time? Whatever I choose to do, I feel as though I am walking a fine line because when push comes to shove, I enjoy a good pissing contest. I just hope I don’t upset myself and post out of anger.
One things for certain, my talks with God sure are getting longer.